Friday, 28 March 2008

1 AHAU, 2008. start of a new wave spell....

Funny stuff. Life off Mars and a Friday that greets the "13" day energy and the massive energy of the 1 AHAU. I found myself listening and chanting along to Durga Das while I did a bit of vacuuming, pondering all the multiple conversations that were streaming forth from my spiral. Some things I didn't manage to get done. i still look at my profile, and I think, ah that's not right; ah, that's changed; ah, i don't really feel that way about non readers. just last few days, pondering the mantras from Datta treys Siva Baba. Entering into bliss samadhi as some advance in own selfs manifestation has come about. Love is good too. And friends are doing well. Chatty chatty mind stilled and yet not stilled by the formless changing. no profile long enough or flexible enough to account for our selves! Constantly unmoving and always changing. no form as Eckhart taught. Have had a sumtious fest of communication with people since the onus or shift in my own channeling has moved from Michael to gabriel, connections with San Francisco and Shasta exert more of a pull. Interestingly, Findhorn seems to come and go. jake is well. And so is jack. I am well too. So is Kim, she is helping umuch. Conversations with Jody are proving immensly loving. her swirls of light seem to stay around for days. josephine is listening more to me. And I am more open to heart, mine and therefore others. I have been so long pondering the causes and conditions of "straying off the path" and yet I continually return to, "we are all where we need to be right now." Somewhere in all of this I have found support to replace the vacuum bags, and have finally transferred from Cow to goat's milk. The last few days have been hectic but only in an integration way. unfortunately i wasn't able to do what I had intended. mother Meera is in London today and I am able simply to be at home and be. Sustenance in the Home Life (the 20th century story for men I suppose) continues to develop. ozzy said he was confused by rysa5's videos and I'm glad he told me. Sometimes it is easy to overrun the mark with the desire for the younger ones especially to know what we are coming to know. I'm almost out of Tibetan incense. the hope in the day, hope from gabriel, hope in the nectar of the wind energy and rain that is currently passing over Albion, hope in all that I have seen in the last two weeks as I have been visiting the you tube. So much good stuff. how many teachings have I taken? Sogyal, Sakya Trizin, some Krisnamurti, Durga Da, Datta, as I mentioned. A new Himalyan yogi appeared in my life last night. And three nights ago an intense and heart felt meditation in Hawaii. That night I could feel the World Tree shivering and moving. has something happened in italy? is there a shift away or toward the center line? I am not sure. All i know is I can barely recall anythng like this. I have had equinoxes in deserts and in campgrounds. nothing like this tho.

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