winter thoughts as the veil thins

if there is a spiritual journey, it may only be a quarter on an inch long (john O Donahue)


i have listened to krishnamurti. is that a crime?


the way unfolds and leads us to itself. Once there, it removes itself from sight and just is.



i have painted the wood the walls the art the house the people the things i felt the colours i have seen and i have been rewarded for that.

is my imagination mine to posess.

No. The attributes of consciousness always lead to the soul. There is no escaping this.

In order to interpret reality one must see with fuzzy vision and qith an unquavering focus upon the ills and the refusals



five notebooks now making their wa into this.

Not My WORDS. Not my Sentiments. Thanks Anyway Sarah.

To forecast what could be learned during the upcoming Saturn/Uranus oppositions 2008-10, we need to look back to the previous conjunctions of Saturn and Uranus in 1988, which occurred right on the Galactic Center. Back in 1988, the Soviet Union gave up its war in Afghanistan, which created a new scramble to control the oil and drugs in the region. The Iran-Iraq war was ending, and then in 2003 the US invaded Iraq and has constantly threatened Iran. The 2008-10 Saturn/Uranus oppositions will probably pressure the US to almost eliminate military campaigns in the Middle East, which would necessitate diplomatic relations with Iran, Iraq, and Afghanistan. Regarding America's unresolved racism, it is fascinating to remember that Jesse Jackson attempted to capture the Democratic presidential nomination in 1988, and now we have Barack Obama in the run, and he probably will win. The great conflicts playing out during 1988-89 in the US will be back in force during 2008-10. Growth must occur, or the US is going to be totally marginalized in the world. I do not think this will happen, since the Mayan Calendar is a gift from the Western hemisphere.

The “lower octave” what we are calling MARS IS (that original “chalk planet” that DW spoke of. AND as an aside that constant trip down that valley to Crestone WAS enrisching BECAUSE! Bleuhmehler knew! AND the highest ration fo FRACTAl capacitors in the UNITED states ((see below) was there. Now, NY and surprisingly OHIo too (hence why you’ll learn (by hearing) more than by “seeing” at the “election” game stage now as Gordon Brown is able to comment like he did this morning on Ross and Jimbo Black because he knows (you’ll see timing of his Queen’s Meeting” And other stuff will reflect this. Meanwhile in our system NOW MArs individuating LIBRA was Ep BEFORE this MOON transfer NOW. See? Merc./ Rx (!) forward info like NEptunes “Forward” Info up to NOW also.... yr birth chart NATAl UR was FORWARD.... not Rx.! That MErc “frx) transferredd yes to Moon t to Sun then to M, happening NOW. and working as your balacnce “acrt” here SUN IS NOW going INTO this and M (M) obviously YOU! Ur . post doc. ! the real issue. (done) plus THE NEW ISSUES from the NEw two week “old” news. PLUS all that Soul info to (bit I digressed on...)

england. chald aqquifers Downs and this tricky old Wealden Clay ++ Hastings Beds, all H2 related )yes) but also ++ V related from 2007! ONLY ONE YEAR INTO THIS!!

Yr “Validate Neptunian Process” (MARS. See that? How Mars carried Egypot INDochine TibetMongolian info “free of charge” ok too! “you dont have to become a charge capacitor!” HOWEVER WHAT IS IS. And now H2 is ++ one.


Looking at other configurations in the New Moon chart, Venus in freedom-loving and reckless Sagittarius is quickly moving into a T-square to the Saturn/Uranus opposition, which will be exact on November 3, right before the election.

Of coursem, wrmaids in VIRGO since SUN IS STILL THERE ANd the all imp. 12 0 Merc. Carrying Hermes Birth NIDOBA as archtype so BHC wrong here only making too much out of a simple archytype. WHEN REALITY ALSO IS ORPHICHUS. This is the real subject. SO dont worry MOON MARS met and did all that last night! Yes. (Here this is a reference to the final painting of the loo and the inner hall where the blue reiki symbol had been placed facing skyward... “now gets to be face down!). SO DO THAT.

So......Since Ms. Palin is the resident beauty queen selected by the fatherly warrior McCain, she embodies Venus in the T-Square, the great lipstick distraction of the 2008 election. She is a wild card to be drawn for supreme stupidity or stultifying magic, McCain's biggest gamble yet. For example, during the T-square on November 3, THIS NOV 3 REF. IS POPPY. KIN 260. OK D. KIN @^) last four days are REPAIRING MATRIX...

election day is MATRIX repair then I IMIX Dragon Queen reigns .... tho she dont know why she is there...LOOK AT HER kids! I already perused the kids pictures. LOOK again....

(Well that’s 2 jobs this morning I gotta do. Was the third...? continual clearing?... LOOK AHEAD google SKY!Venus sextiles Chiron/Neptune in Aquarius, which suggests her role may actually be healing and spiritual. Maybe this energy will be just for McCain personally and/or a healing force for old warriors. Maybe she will feel real concern for her own son in Iraq? Palin definitely reflects that it is hard for many men to rise for peace on Earth.


So, NOV 2nd Moon is transferring (and Receiving) second wave of the microlensing Event begun well, you know when and thats what matters). That plus the first “complete cycle” because I know you can’t remember both happened simultaneously and the third Event was being incorporated Geexe! you HAVE come through and looking arounbd now what you seeis also NEW. It could go well could it? Could it go “stay here?” I mean “could it?” how likely is that?

Surely that depends on the “bird is flown” from the H2 effect?

Why yes it does (did?) did. Now, things opening up. And will continue to OPEN UP! compressions “completed” Mars has the info. Yr now in FORWARD motion (Neprtune).. completing and Merc. as it is until next Jan 20! so this gets “easier”. No. It just gets diffferent!
Why?
Neptunes. also now!

so what’s left.

ah.

exactly. “back to where Uranus is at” NOW!

Mercury in 19 Libra is exactly quincunx Uranus (Obama) in Pisces, and Mercury in Libra is Venusian, the silvery vibration that Palin has been carrying throughout the Mercury retrograde in Libra. Palin appeared on the scene (6 weeks after the Grace Light was given by Datta) August 28 just as Mercury was poised move into Libra,(VIRGO) think about her daughters, and what they are carrying and you’ll get closer to the truth of why what happens next happens...... so she could deliver a truly weird and destabilizing blow to Obama the day before the election. Also, Mercury goes into Scorpio right after the Saturn/Uranus opposition just before sunrise November 4! What could this mean? It may be a bad omen for Obama, because while in the secrecy of the voting booth, it could encourage Rubrene is among the most studied organic electronic materials because it is found in all of the most imThe changing face of rubrene - nanotechweb.orgportant classes of devices: light emitting diodes, solar cells and field effect transistors (FETs). In particular it is considered a benchmark material for single-crystal organic FETs, because its hole field-effect mobility is among the highest observed for organic semiconductors (OSCs). In photovoltaic cells, rubrene acts as a dopant and as a light-absorbing antenna material. Its unique electronic properties have recently motivated several fundamental studies of rubrene self-assembled structures. In this context high-resolution STM revealed that the way that rubrene self assembles is strongly influenced by the substrate symmetry.

images, painting sekmet from Egypt. She sits on the ladder, naked, as I draw her face in with charcoal. I shoot pictures flashing fast a hundred two hundred rolls of film across the vast acrerage of her beauty. Veunys rising up from the sea, comes crashing in with her beauty and smiles as she leans back into her metalk backed chair, pausing to enjoy the attention my look is giving her., Green sea fueled by beautiful rain. Robert staggers as far as College Kantina and is asked to step inside for a last glass of wine. He is forces, therefore to take in the electrical storm swarming round the Beachy Head where the even the suiced have been stopped by the image. We talk magic. Proper magician he is mate. And the conversation France eneters into the geometry. David Icke. The Illuminati. I talk with a grey haired geezer., I should know his name thinks Steve. Places eight tabs into my wallet. Hand on heart, this is true I say to chloe. The handsome man at the corner of the bar rejecting all protocal advances himself to the woman. Aie Christma Caramba. The seed smells inside me. The growing nutrients of a new age. Saturn propels me forward into 9 degrees of Virgo, and the gathering at the Russian’s Place takes shape. Grey clouds give way to black night. The summer is Royal and the summer is peaking and the waves are crashing and young girls hold their hearts and unplug their televisions because of rumour. The cars screech to a halt. The ecplipse has come, unannounced and unheralded. What planet is that? Even the astronomers were caught napping. What planet is that. The Pikey laughs. He’s got his hand in to Edinburgh and WILLIAM’as been awarded.. “No. You have been awareded the Order of the thistle! I poet, down beatedn for so many years, dovetailing life with the spiritual utterances. Where could Rilke have gone, else to the angels. Where would Rilke have gone had he stayed with the angels. I recall a past life, between the Lake in Balxaklva where the Prussian Prince made the pasth open to Tibet,. The Panchen Lama, and the whole hierarchy opened the gate into Albion, eventually seeing that it would take years and years. The codes for the reincarnation proptovole were given in 1876 AD. AN there are more to emerge. Now that the clearing of the air has taken place the seeds untie together 

been to the open Mike he’s saying. I’m hammered now bbut as you are here. The Sirian lynx punctures the flesh with teeth and lunches on the bared nipple from the wet t shirt the deck raves flah great jumps of mind leaop into eternity the poet signs a hello to jeane and there are more shots now on the bar, I swoop into the back ally for a smoke, she makes her way to the toilet, I see the opportunity we have is limited but only in time. We press up in the cubicle together our bodies and hearts rushing with the illicit and the subjective experience we are having of transcendence masked by the look in other peoples eyes, we know we are one. One at the bar for the Indian with his friend. Two at the bar for the queer and the Joker. Three on the bar for the Postman and the drunk. Five slip into nighties and rally a cry to the disco lights and the violet flame absorbns us all, from continent to hiding place, we reveal all secrets. “I’m forever blowing bubbles, pretty bubbles in the air,” Kev’s been banned from Millwall for a decade and the last match he is telling me was the big one against the Hammers. He has promised me a dafe escoprt into the Blue Triangle at a future date. I want to tell the Northerners a fer home truths. As the lIverpublican laughs and asks me if he has poured my pint alright I say and see he has recognized me as a Royal. Ah great Kindgom of Sumer come again.

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The UNiverse is Expanding

How to say it in a way that Hasn't Yet Been said? Tong et al. [26] introduced a general theoretical framework to study geometric phases for nonunitary evolutions, based on quantum kinematics in interferometry. This approach catches another feature of nonunitary evolution, namely that the state of a quantum system in contact with an environment must be described by a density matrix, i.e., a statistical mixture of several wave functions. When these wave functions evolve, they acquire different geometric phases resulting in an overall geometric phase being a certain average over the statistical mixture. A key point of this approach is that it is kinematic, which means that it applies to any form of underlying dynamics. It has been used to demonstrate the existence of time [27] and temperature [28] scales on which the geometric phase is practically unaffected by decoherence and therefore useful for quantum computation.
Outlook
Difference.
Unusual. Those whar are existent. We are borrowing. Field Equations because we must Think Parameters Squared in Space still uses us as a language system.

The Unvierse is Expanding.

The Ur Document, Part Seven

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The whoosh of energy. I make big notes about the Sirius sequence, 9pm 10pm as it gets closer to eleven I am overcome with the sense of choice and options. I find myself walking down the street. There has to be a bar open. I take the twenty out and wander to the seafront where the Bar Bleu lights are shining on a silhouette in the window and the star Uranus is shining in the night sky. I’ve seen loads of dogs today, I think amazingly there I look and see cavorting in waves the two White Wolves of my dreams of transcendence. The still dark water lapping offshore. I am surprised. Onlty three days ago the high tide was at midnight. I know I am tired, I argue back with the presence of the remorseless and resourceless activity of the inner sensor, understanding as I stand there, leaning against the white glossed rail, my hands feeling the corrosion of salt; hardly a breath of wind. In the dark where sea meets sand, rock husks and geomnetris of fishmermen offshore stood in the waves for the last of the seasons Mackerel. Turtles have been caught off the coast of Ireland and Cornwall. I am longing to see a dolphin. Al’s told me that the dolphin over in Foljstone is still cavorting with the locals. And the Dingle Peninsula Dolphin seems to be happy there. It’s been there for years. Off shore, the twinkling lights of the Marina at Eastbourne speak of opulence, marina rigged boats, luxury cabins and and a life at sea. I turn away from the sea, depositing my codes into the air, bequeathing Neptune and Poseidon in the still evident wave cascade of the High Energy of the Royal Summer. They do not recognize me, I, the King Royal, asking to be seated now at the bar as the Landowner who lives an hour away turns me away, politely, which obviously counts for something. Samantha, the nineteen year old College Student from Hampshire makes sure that I do see her large smile. I would stop, I tell her telepathically. But I am in the middle of a wave. The high Sirian energy of form makes me listen to Derek’s banter and explanations pour from his mouth like wet rain on silk, I can see the strands of his own alcohoism affecting his memory. Damn good Drummer at the deck closes up his rock solid set of records and I feel the hairs on my neck rise up as tho my back is turned to her she is studying my form. We unite in an ethereal realm. The hands we held together, the light in our eyes as we telepathically plan our future get together. I turn and walk out, knowing the bar up the road, back up the hill, opposite the police station there are shallow shudders from the trees and earth, rising as it does with new moon energy protects them from seeing us. It is as hard for the police to see us as it is for us to see them. The crowded bar yields up an immediate fruit. The fruit in the form of Kalib and Stacy, Paul and Matt, the crying eyes into pints long gone at this hour as we race to the final exactitude of drinking after hours. She makes her way up behind me gyrating and pressing her slim hips into my ass. Her hands reach around the bar for her drink and I hug the tight back, and the fleshy ness of my own palms presses into her waist. The poet lingers ewith words. I have 

In the Beginning

I was mulling over Avebury again; the Spring Equinox was approaching and thoughts of Sacred Sites were high in my mind, approaching this subject a high level Plateu of the Mind such as Lynn told me in Machu Pichu, and so I was reading an altogether unrelated book called Illyrian Spring, published in 1941 documenting the travel of Lady Keilworth through the Slavik and Yugosalvik Coastlines on through to the Adriatic. Even she had cause to mention Avebury. (In context) another walled town, a village within a sacred enclosure as Avebury is so well known now it seems fruitless to retain the past's traditions and repeat what has already been said. I was eating a cheese Croissant with a rich coffee from Chile, and so I was already therefore entangled in an Indiginous and Post American nightmare of Balance in a world only recently recovering from War. Our spirits were high and there was obvious enough closure on the difficulties of Our times that was affording me the luxury of a novel in bed. It was true, I was also longing for a past, days spent reading in bed. And also days spent climbing mountains to find good places to read. One could say, the Art of reading (that is) the art that isn't taught in school that only serious readers discover (and all mostly by accident). the Avebury connection, ten years I had been researching the site, and in that ten years at least ten or twelve times had I had cause to visit those Wiltshire Hills, getting lost in Swindon, chasing butterflies. the final words on the subject I had found in Cohane's @The Key@/ Ave as Ahaue as Aue as old Mother Goddess Before Time so lost now from all memory. Doubtless I was also that the Avebury Circle had been covnered well enough by Michael Dames and also by barabara HAnd Clow such that the inevitable conclusion of reading and re reading these three was clear; as ancient and as old Before Time there were the Owl Clan and the Goddess of Britain and of Some Distant Star that Avebury was aligned to (I had long suspected Sirius A, however to document such was out of the reach of my present book). But, enough said. Illyrian Spring had again turned my mind to Avebury and the Equinox, and that had necessitated a pause, just five days before the Equinox, five days before the codes would be given. What could I say in five days when the very Nature of reality was so destined to Shift? And given that this Nature which was the one true nature was going to be revealed to more and more people, what was the best way of honouring the Great Equinox Shift that I was then calling 2009?

I puffed up the pillows, and sailed with Lord Humphries and Lady Kenilworth for a while longer into the world of Ruskin and important questions about Art, as they were then framed. The phone, the gently windy warming day here on the front edge of the Artic, mercifully protected by the Gulf Stream, we could feel the new warmth and we were making sure that we had moved in time before the Next Sea Level Rise. For three days I had been reviewing John P Cohane's most brilliant book, the Key. And for good reason I was pausing on the passages where the second Great Word handed down to us from the antidiluvian period shouted at me. the Great Oc. Oc as in Ore, if the vowels are changed. Oc as in Hauoc, as in Hauchurst as in Hock. the great Giant.

Fundamentally subjective and objective data were now being correlated. The Vortex ''Hastings'' had in 2007 undergone a Magnetic Dipole Shift (It was in the previous Millenia a ''vile Vortex@'' as I Sanderson commented, plaguing the countryside of Sussex. All that Weaslth, and there in the corner of Britain in what ought to be one of the most prosperous places in the world, an impoverished artistic community and a town condemned to a Neoprene Summer of Ice cream and trampolines for its living, a town that left Artists braying at each other in a cut throat world where every penny counted and there were not enough to go around. this was Hastings. Hastings, St Leonards. And you would think, wouldn't you, givinen its Significance that that alone would insure its prosperity. Until 2008 in late December somebody at last decided thatit was worthy of a film. Now three films were competeing, all of them tending to make a play for the title of The Defitive Film on the Battle of Hastings. My personal feeling about this was that it should be rather more Doctor Who and Merlin rather than gladiator and Dogs of War. Yes, there were two brothers, and that is interestng enough, however, the reason and significance of that is not enough for a modern Audience. Was there any basis to install a more Cosmic view of Hastings?

Sanderson certainly argued for a @site@ somewhere in Sussex that would fit the bill of a vile core Vortex. It had been hidden, only a few Occultists knew about it and most of them were using the knowledge for their own ends, guarding the sacred wells, hiding the information so that it would not become public. these were clearly a rotten lot, and they had had their run of the town for at least a century, a history which is easy enough to document, even before Crowley arrived here. In the years since Crowley's death, this @vageuly@ mystical element to the twon has been guarded and misrepresented, as occultists tend to misrepresent reality for their own ends this is not surprising. that hundreds of young people had been indoctrinated into Secret Witch Covens was also not surprising, although difficult to stomach, there was nonetheless there still remained an aunthenticity about Hastings that drew People back again and again (someto Contain and Control the poer, like Burton with his Victorian notion that Energy Lines could be contained), and others, like Archie who knew that he had to leave HAstings to best illustrate a distributive link between the HAstings SeaBed and the natural Canadien Indians (a subject for another Blog). N'd then there was John Logie Baird, erstwhile founder of television who conducted some of his experiments here. Surely that in itself would make a town prosper. In truth, nobody was ever really sure why they came to HAstings, why they stayed and why when they left they ended up coming back. And equally nobody was really sure where all the money went and why it seemed that somehow the Youth were always up to mischief. However, far above Hastings town center, on the outskirts of Town in Orc, in the only place you could see 36-9 degrees across the sea and town, a Giant had awoken. that Giant was called Oc. And his seat was called North Seat. And if you can get there today you would see that this Giant's seat is a very large seat indeed.

So. there was my mind. In spring on the verge of Equinox in bed with Avebury and Stonehenge which are clear indications in the land that some form of Large People existed. (For now we can diverty ourselves from Von Daniken and extraterrestrial origins of life) and content ourselves, yourself with locating whereever it is you area t in these five days before the Great Equinox of ReBalancing and Rebirthing begins.

Who knows. Maybe I will see you on the other side.

Kepp in touch (more later). Much love. D.H.